The fact that I am currently unemployed probably makes people think I am ridiculous having sunday blues in a standard fashion. But I think I figured out why I feel as bad as people who have to go to work. Actually, my sunday blues are because of the fact that there's another week waiting at the front door full of moments to feel useless, to send unanswered application letters. In the weekend everybody's useless. Or at least allowed to be so. I can dance and drink too. And when I do, I seem to perfectly blend in with the employed. When I do have work, I have sunday blues because I have to go to work. So actually, anyone who thinks I'm ridiculous is more than right to think so. But I know there's no way I should feel happy about not having a job. That way there isn't a possibility for me to be happy at this moment. Even though I know I should enjoy my free time, there's no way having free time is fun when you're the only one.
- Caroline
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